Words unspoken , sang , said with your eyes or even emotions can be the most powerful of all conversations. Not knowing what to believe in can really be a pain at times , but sometimes things happen at the right place and at the right time to the right people and if it happens to happen to you, well then you really notice, you notice that there must have been a reason for it happening at that exact place and exact time . And through the total nonsense of these words written, typed , spoke, all I'm trying to get across is that everything happens for a reason right ? Please somebody make this much less painful and tell me you feel the same-Thanks . Sometimes I wonder how some things ever came to be , why the whys are why and the whats and hows and who's, but then that one thing happens in your life , my life , and i just know , you know too.. there must be a reason. Life's big reason. Me, I'm pretty much a hopeless wanderer, never truly knowing 100% what I want, but i enjoy wandering and dreaming and being free , being me. Its nice that on the occasion the right thing happens , and not everything was just a massive coincident and life loves logic.
Life changes everyone , new experiences , bad, good , indifferent , new people , new hopes and ambitions or feelings. Change , change of life is never a bad thing. As one door closes another one opens , and all that , but some doors left ajar for a while too aren't always a bad thing , second chances just give that precious time needed to show whats important sometimes . Submerging yourself , grasping , and taking in two hands life , my life , your life , our life , life. That's what i should do , then maybe more things will happen for a reason , unbeknownst what that reason may be, at least what was meant to be was meant to be. So now I have all this unknown life logic t , and at least it makes slight sense in my mind , maybe not so much to yours , i best get out there and start embracing life. And the funny thing is , I'm not totally sure what I'm supposed to be really embracing ,so i best just steady myself , so that nobody gets the wrong impression of me , embracing randomly. So instead I will just decide to be more grateful for the goodness I have and accept that everything happens for a reason , no matter what the reason may be .
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